Thursday, October 6, 2011

I recommend

Stars - the xx

Basically what I'm getting @ is that I'm done with the pain.

Dating the moments of misery
Tired of running away and scratching at the surface. Falling leaves on bright evenings. Longing for that release of time; looking for a way out. Banging your head against what could have been. gathering up the pieces of this broken heart. Why didn't you stay? Creating the distance to become less attached. Re-reading what was between the lines becomes less painful with each day that passes.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Day 6: Pet peeves.

I don't like being asked about pet peeves :p

Monday, September 5, 2011

Day 5: What song inspires you.

There are so many songs out there that define many moods. However the song that inspires me most is the song that I am creating through time, knowledge and understanding.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Day 3: Your first love.>>>FAIL<<<< Day 4: Your parents

That is momma right there.
To me she is everything; Wisdom, Strength, Compassion, Beautiful, Understanding, and most of all Love.  
<3 I love you Momma with all my heart.

I never really got the chance to get to know you better. There were times when you spoke, and you spoke words ahead of your time, you had experience and knowledge I hope to one day have your strength. You and Momma together were unstoppable. I miss you and Love 

My Parents.  

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Day 2: Nicknames.

:/ well I have been known by the following:
  • Gabe ( almost everyone )
  • Gabe Be ( (friends from Sasktoon)
  • Gabby (My ex)
  • Gap pun yum ( mostly elders and those that speak cree)
  • Giprreeelle ( my uncle)
  • Gaby Baby(saskatoon)
  • Gabrielle( people trying to say my name fancy like)
  • Gap pree un(momma)
Those are the plays on my name, next:
  • Lynx (My brother still calls me this today)
  • Otch ( like butch without the B and friends from the bush)
  • and Flynn (to random for anyone in present circumstances and even in recent ones to understand)
I am pretty sure that's it.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts.

^-^ d
That is the most recent Picture of myself down there ^.^

  1. I'm a great Cook.
  2. I work in a Library & I love it!
  3. I prefer Beer & Nachos over Wine & Cheese
  4. If chips are involved I usually reach for Dill Pickle
  5. I have a Chihuahua Named "Pepper" and a mixed breed of who knows what named "Munroe".
  6. We live in ahouse near train tracks
  7. The most I ever won on a VLT in the Casino was $160.00 and I didn't even know what I was doing.
  8. I rarely ever go to Casinos, I'd rather use my money constructively
  9. I honestly don't mind living in this small town, now.
  10. is my favorite place to be.
  11. I don't care much about television, except for a few shows like Gossip Girl, True Blood, Wipeout ( incl. Canadian Version ), The Big Bang Theory, Iron Chef, Chopped.
  12. I like Movies (Films)
  13. Cheese is the bess knees.
  14. Purple is nice.
  15. I like that I keep my house tidy 98% of the time.

30 DAYS!

Day 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts.
Day 2: Nicknames.
Day 3: Your first love.
Day 4: Your parents.
Day 5: What song inspires you.
Day 6: Pet peeves.
Day 7: What makes you happy.
Day 8: A place you’ve traveled to and where else you want to travel.
Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend.
Day 10: Something you’re afraid of.
Day 11: A quote you love.
Day 12: Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 13: Goals.
Day 14: A picture of you last year – how have you changed?
Day 15: Death row meal.
Day 16: Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it.
Day 17: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs.
Day 18: Something you miss.
Day 19: Things you want to say to an ex.
Day 20: Something you wonder “What if…?” about.
Day 21: Something you’re proud of.
Day 22: What do you want your future to be like?
Day 23: Favorite Movies and TV Show.
Day 24: Something you’ve learned.
Day 25: Something you are looking forward to.
Day 26: Your Dream Wedding.
Day 27: Photo of your city .
Day 28: What stresses you out?
Day 29: Who is you hero?
Day 30: A picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Just sitting at home on this fine Friday evening. waiting for some pals to come over so we can get our drank on. I wonder what it would be like if i were to binge/ I am to afraid to do such things. I hope we end up ordering pizza tonight that would be seriously EPIC shit.

Thursday, June 30, 2011


As I sit here and stare at the screen and direct my fingers to the prospective placement of the keys and allow them to flow into words. I begin to wonder about wondering, how is it that we can admit to ourselves in our heads but not out a loud that things are the way they are because we allowed it to get to this point.
I also think about how gluttony is a part of me, and how I must keep the weight off by doing mundane tasks of keeping fit. oh well. *sigh out loud*
I must continue pondering in the library by myself.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

words from thoughts

gasoline kisses and butterfly mischief floating in a lake of desire! soften the aches of these careless joys, until the day is nude and precariously loathing the lost.


^.^ Hi, I suppose my one follower is wondering what the hell I am doing these bright and cloudy days. hahaha
I am doing super, I have a great job, I have two wonderful dogs named, Pepper and Munroe.
my grAmmeRRR is sttillls bad. but I dunt care!
I'm happy, isn't that all that matters anyway?
I mean I have been single for 23 months now. HOLY Crap Bag, I have never thought I would see the day when I would feel better off without some one clinging to my wallet. haha Just kidding. I do miss having a boyfriend, just not as often.